Venks life is wonderful and chaotic at times. slowly we learn to navigate it. I used to be so anxious, replaying worst case scenarios in my head for being gay. Learned to accept myself and thankfully become financially free and decided to tell my parents. I was emotionally ready for the rejection which never came. I don't know what it was i felt so light after it. And i have stopped fearing life. Sometimes i get sad ,sometimes happy and keep reminding myself that i'm living my teenage dreams so i should be a bit compassionate to myself. It took time but i've learned to listen to every thought and analyse. and if its too many negative thoughts. I tell myself my mind is just lying, and i shouldn't belive in things that are not true. Now when I'm hard on myself for whatever reason, i remind myself to be kind to myself. We so often forget to be kind to ourselves. I see so many beautiful people still viewing themselves in bad light. I hope their perspective changes in good way and they lead a beautiful lives.